So far today...

... I have cried, read a page and a half of a book, eaten and checked my mail. Only one of those things is attributed to this stupid essay I have to start soon, otherwise I will not get it off the ground before Henry arrives. The problem I think I have is that is is an entirely 'grey' essay, most things I write about I can see the black and the white. This essay immeadiately chucks that out and I know nothing about it. I don't know where to start either. Its so depressing...but hey it's tuesday and in about 48 hours henry will be here and I won't want to be depressed by it! ARGH, why did I choose hard modules?