You know what it's like....

...when you're just not in the right mood? I'm not in the right mood. I've just spent a week with hte most amazing person I know and now he's gone I'm not in the right mood to do anything. I've tried my hardest to pull myself together but I really don't want to join in with anything right now. It's Maundy Thursday, which is a big deal for my whole Church, yet it seems we're blocking people out by coming together. We always eat together on Maundy Thursday, but for the past couple of years we've done it as a 'church family' rather than 'a family', I haven't really liked the idea of moving to the Church hall to eat, we're meant to walk to Church, thinking about 2000 years ago but I can't do that when I only get to go 100 yards!
Tomorrow is a sad day for the Christian faith but I fear I'll be in floods of tears for a different reason...my wonderful boyfriend isn't with me. We've spent a whole week together and it was hard to say 'goodbye' to him today but he is really wonderful and I'm happy!

Missing...

I'm in the house all on my own. Aimie is visiting Chrisie (because she can't move) til tomorrow and Orla is 'at a friends'. To be honest I don't know what to make of Orla being away. It all seems a bit suss to me. I don't know why. Normally she mentions where she's going and tells us something utterly ridiculous about the person she's staying with, this time she didn't. I'm a little worried that she's either with a boy (who isn't her boyfriend) or with someone I know. I think its got to do with Jon (who we've all had problems with) but I don't like to gossip.
Anyway, I haven't done any work today and Henry is visiting tomorrow so I'd better start!

So far today...

... I have cried, read a page and a half of a book, eaten and checked my mail. Only one of those things is attributed to this stupid essay I have to start soon, otherwise I will not get it off the ground before Henry arrives. The problem I think I have is that is is an entirely 'grey' essay, most things I write about I can see the black and the white. This essay immeadiately chucks that out and I know nothing about it. I don't know where to start either. Its so depressing...but hey it's tuesday and in about 48 hours henry will be here and I won't want to be depressed by it! ARGH, why did I choose hard modules?

Ha ha!!

Is the world unfair or what? Check this Blog out and then tell me what you think. I'm appalled by the language that this author uses and posted to tell them so. I returned to it today to find that my comment had been removed from public view. I used appropirate language and imagery (though can't remember exactly what I'd said), to tell the author that there are worse things than having to clear up someone elses mess. Others who have encouraged this blasphemy are still allowed to post. Freedom of speech my arse! (I didn't even use a bible verse)
I'm going to bed, and I am very angry now!

Toilet paper and general household sharing

Ok, I've just had one of the best days of this term and I come home to find there is no toilet paper anywhere! I knock on the door of the housemate who brought the last set of 12, only to find that she's stowed them away in her wardrobe because she's not going to be in the house for most of the holidays. That is THE lamest excuse I've ever heard. You buy something like toilet roll and expect it to be used while you're not there, what are you going to do, keep a tally? HIding it is just not on...communal living, should by the rules of courtesy, instigate communal buying. 5 Women, in a house, at Uni, c'mon, hiding toilet paper? And I swear there are only two of us who buy cleaning products! I'm not impress that I'm the only one who buys sponges - yes I don't do as much cleaning as everyone else, but I do clean in my spare time (heck I don't work!). Anyway...1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8...9...10...I'm calm!